I had weapons pointed in my direction by two people when I was at the military compound. I was shot by one of you. When I approached the gate, I could hear both of you from the wall speaking German. I took a picture of your friend, who I arrested later, and then released after he answered my questions normally. You proceeded to start freaking out over being detained in my office, to which when I asked you questions, you refused to speak to me, and then called for another named NSB agent who wasn't a part of the situation.
When I asked you why and gave you time, you responded with outright hostility and refusal. You doubled down by downplaying the situation by stating that I didn't recognize you and that there wasn't any attack on me at all.
It seems you only want another chance on that character because you were completely unprepared to deal with the situation. PKs are for in-game consequences, and you're always free to make another character.