I wouldn't say it was more about me showing remorse, I was convinced at the time I was not going to come back especially due to the amount of mingery and misconduct at the time along with abuse of authority hence why I decided to remove certain files, I see now and apologise that removing docs was not an ideal approach to go about it and I apologise and will ensure this doesn't happen again, my intention is not to argue the ban but more see it as what happened in the past happened and while it wasn't ideal I am focused on moving on to give the server another chance and once again apologise to anyone who suffered as a result of me removing my docs. If I knew at the time removing my own personal docs was against the rules or would constitute a permanent ban I would've acted differently. I hope to be able to be back on the server soon