Hey, I was the staff member that banned you.
How the situation went from my perspective, is that I was about to exit the bank until you ran in, and what you proceeded to do was say the hard R a few times as you ran past me. After that, a member of the Feld came in to the bank to whom you decided to say another inappropriate set of words (you will hear them on the clip that I will provide). You also asked for ammunition from both me and the Feld member (and later on other people in front of the ICC aswell) so you could RDM someone. Unfortunately I forgot to clip the part about threatening to RDM, but that was not factored into the ban anyway.
After all of this, I pulled you to a sit on my staff character and proceeded to explain to you about having broken Global Rule 1. I explained to you what this rule is, after which you asked me if it was myself that you were causing verbal abuse towards by using the slurs. I told you it wasn't, but that it still breaks the rule regardless. Like you said, you told me you intended to apologize if I had felt like I've been abused by your choice of words, but what you fail to mention is the fact that just because I didn't feel that way, you felt that there is "no need to apologize" for what you said.
I provided you with enough context and explanation regarding the situation. In fact, I probably gave you a lot more of an opportunity to explain yourself than would have been necessary, since you did not even want to apologize for your actions.
If you genuinely want your appeal to be taken seriously, maybe focus less on trying to point fingers at staff and more on understanding how your words can affect the people around you.
Click HERE for the clip evidence!