Hey, Aurelius of Pheonix,
Thanks for the reply. I understand where you're coming from but I believe differently.
Firstly, I was given the order clearly in the video to "not move" by the time I was already moving and at a good distance away from the soldier as shown in the image sent; therefore applying the fact I didn't value my life by moving is false. As seen in the video when he finally took his weapon off safety and pointed it towards me - I was already in the motion of stepping back and away from him.
Secondly, I was not put under gunpoint in the situation until 2 seconds after I was put down; I had already seen him before I turned around. Which makes me feel that stating "I was under gunpoint" and "clearly given instructions" a "second after looking at him" is an unfair rhetoric and not true. I was only given instructions after I made the distance between him and after he decided to unsafety his weapon.
Furthermore, I would like to add that this situation was a maximum of 4 seconds long with 2 seconds of it not having weapons aimed. This gave me 2 seconds, on Gmod, and a 100 ping to hear what the Heer Soldier was saying, stop what I was doing, and comply. When I began to hear what he was saying to me I was already in the motion of pulling my weapon out and moving back at the same time. It is not as if I heard what the soldier said, had time to think of what to do, and then did it breaking FearRP - I had two seconds which from my perspective was getting off a black screen, backing up from this Heer soldier without a weapon out; seeing his weapon on safety, then him jumping towards me with it off safety saying don't move to me (again only heard it effectively once due to the timing) before I got my weapon out in retaliation to his unsafety of his weapon and then got shot - which again, all happened in the space of 4 seconds. The situation overall was far too hasty to enable an effective PK and the interaction I had beforehand was poor. If the Heer soldier spoke to me whilst ragdolled or when I was getting up I would have complied much easier as I would have been aware of what was going on. However, none of that happened and I was left in an awkward, weird spot that I had no control over.
Finally, I'd just like to say that I believe I have not broken rule 5 - FearRP due to the fact I did not have sufficient time to show care for my character as it all happened far too quickly for me to react appropriately and I had no idea of what was occurring due to me not getting told of what situation my character was in whilst until It was too late, which ultimately did not give me the chance to show care for my character.
Once again thanks for the reply; won't reply again unless asked.