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Then why is my superior officer not to blame, I was following orders
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Out of Roleplay I shouldn't truly be upset about this. However losing a character you've invested time and emotion into, especially when you believe your actions were justified and followed the rules, can be really frustrating and disheartening. It's tough when you feel like you did everything right, only to face a penalty like a PK. I put a lot into crafting Wolfgang's story and playing him consistently, particularly with his motivations and passions stemming from his past. I truly feel a strong connection to my character and their narrative, an unexpected PK feels like a personal blow, not just a game event although this is a normal cycle. I feel like I clearly articulated my case with a lot of detail, both in terms of the in-game rules and the powerful backstory which lead to Wolfgang's quick and heroi c actions. I hope my genuine emotion resonates through this appeal.
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Song Listen to that song while listening for maximum immersion. Wolfgang 'Dexter' Leopold's path to Kommissar was paved with the pieces of a family that a world always on the edge had helped tear apart. He had been raised as a child living with violence all around him; a silent spectator with an inherent sense of responsibility and obligation too great for a child. Both parents were obvious low-level civil servants whose main contribution was to hopefully provide some respect for order, and a belief that a stable society was the only barrier against the violence, conflict and chaos they experienced and obser ved on a daily basis. The Burden of a Broken Home The first cracks appeared when his older sister, a free-spirited and strong-willed person, joined a dissident group because she believed the system in which they lived was rotten to the core. Wolfgang, still just a child, pleaded with her, but his quiet voice could not change her mind. As she slipped away he felt helpless, as it did not take long for her to disappear completely into the underground. The last letter Wolfgang received from his sister described an ideology and sacrifice, an excerpt of hunger and fears. He never received another letter. Nothing but silence. It felt like a hole in his young heart. He felt his parents strain under the impending news; their lives had already been made hard by the horrible political and oppressive environment due to Sparatcusists. His mother became reclusive. Without losing her fortitude, she seemed to succumb her laugh in exchange for tragic memories. His father, at one moment jovial, going to sleep a night as if he could never wake up, awoke instead slightly grayer in one day as if memories tackled with a rooted arm onto his shoulders. A Promise to a Fading Legacy In his dejected condition, Wolfgang quietly made a pledge to himself. He would now devote his life to serving the same order that his sister had railed against not as revenge, but in the hope that by doing so, he could take measures to avoid others suffering the same fate as his family, while never forgetting who he was and what he had suffered before. Wolfgang would become a foundation of the system, the wall against the chaos that had dethroned his sister and left his parents broken. He immersed himself in work and kept to himself with an inconsolable yearning and the bittersweet reflection of his sister's fierce spirit in his mind. He studied law and policy papers and made his way through processes and behaviors for things differently than any of his cohorts, with his dedication and attention to detail perhaps stricter than any of his cohort. The Kommissar's Burden He moved up quickly in the Ministry of Interior; he was competent, intelligent, and hardworking as I learned. Too competent, and intelligent to suppress. But as he moved up even further the burden of what he lost from his past grew heavier. He would become Kommissar Wolfgang 'Dexter' Leopold; a man held in esteem for his unequivocal commitment to rules, his unfailing calm and rational thinking in situations of crisis, almost mechanical in his efficiency. However, beneath this mask of stoicism, the boy who lost everything remained; a shattered boy, ever reminded of how they were destroyed by the Spartacus idea. When two blind followers came crashing into the Office of the Interior Minister, guns drawn, it was a risk to the state, sure but it was even more an instinctive reminder of the disarray that had stolen his sister away from him. There is no hesitation, not because he was a ruthless murderer, but because he saw the forces of disorder fall away, and he needed to stand with the minister, the State Secretary, and parenthetically speaking, the other generals in the room at that moment to stand against the tide, just like he promised himself he would all those years ago. Well, when he used lethal force to protect the NHC, that certainly was not a decision made out of hatred; he truly saw that the firearms were tools of chaos, and he threw himself into the harrowing, miserable act of falsifying a sense of security he so dearly wished to see built and fostered throughout his lifetime. And, of course, now apparently chasing a potential PK (despite its deliberate discriminating position), I found that the irony was to cut like a hot knife in butter: my willingness and desire to follow my duty, born out of a reverberating loss, might now be the catalyst that brings my position as a officer and antiquated understanding of what my life accepted in this position to an end.
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Character's name & rank: Kommissar Wolfgang 'Dexter' Leopold SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): 76561198003682859 Staff member who issued the PK (if you know): Prime Explain why you were PK'd: I was pked for killing a jaeger and drachengruppe member after they stormed into the office of the interior minister with guns drawn. Both were on seperate instances and followed fear rp rules. Why should you be un-PK'd?: I do not understand why I was PKed since it was not Not using PKs as a LAST resort. This only applies when PKing players of importance (i.e. Last resort is not required for PKing a Grenadier). I would like to humbly assume the Head of Administration of the Ministry of Interior is somewhat important Also PKing for solely doing work legally within one's job. The 1941 access policy which is this link https://docs.google.com/document/d/1gjC6N6JvrPkq2BxfL6fCXvBvJTTYGIm9ligTReAOt5c/edit?tab=t.0 Which as of 9:30 PM 6/27/25 is the current active policy states on the last line that lethal force can be used if authorized. Due to the rules of engagement being slightly set on a race track going from 0 to 100 when they had guns out I was forced to use lethal force, dispatching both. I needed to protect the leading state secretary and other NHC/Generals i the room. I was told by the leading state secretary here is the clip of the first and second killings: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/kA1EFEik1xeynRJ7I?invite=cr-MSxCWWgsMTg4NjkxNjU1 https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/kA1FAq4GontOT9SVR?invite=cr-MSwyUVcsMTg4NjkxNjU1 Here is the clip of my detainment https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/kA1IrxMcppRuJtI8N?invite=cr-MSxQTk4sMTg4NjkxNjU1 In the second clip you can hear my leading state secretary tell them to get out of the office so when one pulled a gun on me I fired defending myself and everyone in the office. Please keep in mind if a LaPo is told to arrest someone or escort someone out and they pull a gun out and kill them they aren't to be charged with murder and put to death. I would like to also state that PKING Was the first choice made, they didn't choose alternatives before that and therefore broke the pk rule 4. Attempt to resolve the matter using other means which don't involve PKing first, unless it is deemed impossible, and agreed upon by the approving staff member. I really liked this job, all I do is write documents and the one time I kill someone I get pked when I was just following orders from the second highest member of my ministry. I was told they were carrying out a revolution and I was tasked with stopping it. Please do not let me get pked. Attached is a image of my bloodline ending here if I do get wrongfully PKED
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Add pharma drugs, more buildings, other ways to make money, lower advertisement cost, more factions
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I think apologizing and being honest is the number one policy, I complete understand my mistake and personally reached out to Spiral to apologize for wasting his time and defying him. I realise I wasn't in the right headspace however 2 more months of my sentence will have no more of an effect on my mindset, this will not happen again and I am going to savor the rest of my days on PRN. I dont want to lose a summer worth of playing over something I did in the moment that was dumb.
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I am seriously sorry and I think I just was coping when I converted my feelings into a bad name decision (A name that was very long, nothing like terrible just long) It was Wolfgang Johannes Friedrich Karl-Heinz von Bismarck Merzbach zu Falkenrath III WHICH WAS STUPID I was given the chance to rename and so I genuinely wanted to do an interesting portugeuse rp so I said I want this Juan Carlos Alfonso Víctor María de Borbón y Borbón-Dos Sicilias It was misinterpretted as being disrespectful and then I was banned. I will literally change my name to Joe Stug If it means I get to play I am very sorry
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Your Name: Wolfgang von Bismarck SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): STEAM_0:1:21708565 Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Both Which staff member banned you?: Spiral How long is your ban for?: 2 Months Why were you banned?: Because of a really long name Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: The name was well within the limit set by the server, I said I was willing to change my name, I am still willing to change my name but I was also having a really bad day that day since I had just got my command staff character pked. I really dont want to be banned for 2 months over something trivial. I am sorry for wasting your time with such a stupid name. Additional Information:
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Character's name & rank: Gehilfe Frederick Augustus III SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): STEAM_0:1:21708565 Staff member who issued the PK (if you know): I dont know Explain why you were PK'd: I have no clue Why should you be un-PK'd?: It disregards the PK Guidelines completely Additional Information: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/ktpM6juE9TXXCFhUu?invite=cr-MSxNc3MsMTg4NjkxNjU1
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Character's name & rank: Magnus Markus Leiber LaPo Hauptkommissar SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): 76561198003682859 Staff member who issued the PK (if you know): Gary Explain why you were PK'd: I was pked because I was deemed to have transferred solely for the purpose of rising the ranks. However that is simply not possible since I can rise a rank once a day and I deranked transferring to the NSB. Why should you be un-PK'd?: I was AFK when they dragged me to the room and surrounded me in cuffs. I believed I was safe because you cannot drag an afk player however they didn't think so and when I moved they drew their guns and killed me. I was under the presumption that since they powergamed I didn't have to comply and I was waiting for an admin to help me, but then I was shot and pked. Additional Information: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tRO9Bq6Lc004Vd1Re_6XXsQ2xYkcLgIgcUb9kn4PIo4/edit?tab=t.0 They de ranked me even though I wasnt actually in their department, I was never supposed to be in there department until it was signed off and now my character is supposed to be at fault. It is simply powergaming to force me into a department jusst to derank and kill me.
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I am just upset is all, this ban has resulted me in reading the rules and grasping a deeper understanding of them to prevent this from ever happening in the future. What I did was fucking stupid and if I get unbanned I won't go down the same path or take shortcuts. That was the message I was trying to send.
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Your Name: SteamID32 (STEAM_0:X:XXX): STEAM_0:1:21708565 Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Apology Which staff member banned you?: Coffee How long is your ban for?: 14 days Why were you banned?: Lying to staff, meta promotion, and powergaming Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: I understand what i did was wrong. I shouldnt have forged my way to the top but I thought it was just good rp rather than a rule break. The new moderator even said it was fine so I went for it, if he had stopped me I would not have done it or been able to do it and not have been having to wait for the next 2 weeks to play for something that would have only taken 3 days to reach.
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I understand what i did was wrong. I shouldnt have forged my way to the top but I thought it was just good rp rather than a rule break. The new moderator even said it was fine so I went for it, if he had stopped me I would not have done it or been able to do it and not have been having to wait for the next 2 weeks to play for something that would have only taken 3 days to reach.
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Character's name & rank: NSB PolizeiHauptdiener Gunther Donovitz SteamID32: 76561198003682859 or STEAM_0:1:21708565 Staff member who issued the PK (if you know): Major Whoreson Explain why you were PK'd: I guess I came off as disrespectful Why should you be un-PK'd?: It breaks the pk rules: Not using PKs as a LAST resort. 4 Attempt to resolve the matter using other means which don't involve PKing first, unless it is deemed impossible, and agreed upon by the approving staff member. PKing for solely doing work legally within one's job. Additional Information: I didn't mean for any of this to happen, and Im sorry CLIP https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/izI67ES0KUHzfvuho/d1337WSLJVM2?invite=cr-MSxDZXEsMTg4NjkxNjU1LA