I understand this statement completely. I will actually go a little more in to detail since you brought this up.
First :There are a few people, who make the roleplay area a not so fun environment. People do power trip and most of the time they can get away with it which kind of annoys me when I'm the person they do it on. I understand the fact that I should wait or call staff but this also may inhibit my roleplay experience. Most of the time I leave to avoid it because it can be time consuming and overall not a fun experience This is why a few of my bans may be LTARP or NITRP etc.
Second : When server is in the later hours of the day, I do feel as though I can lead to a sense of letting my guard down and this can lead to me dilly dallying, Messing around etc. and understand why that looks bad on my record. Sometimes it can be harmless thing like trolling, or it can be something serious that I've done like raiding without permission. Again I can't help but say sorry for this and how stupid of me that really is.
Third : When real world roleplay like this server comes out, I may have no real semblance of consequences because they cant really harm the real world self. Yes, I can confirm, I mess around and I try and do stuff that may bring a little bit of comedy or action to the server, but sometimes things like that aren't allowed on a server like this.
Overall, I hope you understand why and how I may have done stupid things in my past. I understand that the bar for my regards for the server may be low, but trust me when I say I want to increase it so things like this don't happen again. I also want to add, I am a teenager who likes the actions and the messing around, but I will assure you that the messing around won't happen on this server again.
Thank you for you understanding. Also, never heard this personally, but what does bake the cake mean?