Petr Kocourek Ban Appeal

[Petr Kocourek]

Your Name: sk3r0 (my steam name)

SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX):   STEAM_1:0:630433925

Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute):  Apology

Which staff member banned you?:  Hound

How long is your ban for?: Permanent

Why were you banned?: Metagaming + trashtalking in DMs

Why do you deserve to be unbanned?:  Before i start im sorry for my bad english, Its been a long time since i have been got banned but the reason why i would want to be unbanned is to play on the server and maybe just enjoy the time since im really into that historic period (if yk yk). I wasnt playing alot and instead focusing on myself and my mental health and all of that. I have seen  from the last appeal ive made in november the DMs, and honestly i was just overreacting and trashtalking like an absolute uneducated monkey. When i look at it back i just feel embarrased/cringy for even typing that. The " Genuinely you need to do some growing up and get some introspective before you return. " Honestly helped somehow in the future although i didnt took this advice from the person who wrote this message, i personally dont take gmod as serious as i was back then, im still a teenager turning almost 17 next year and i still change, but its not an excuse. I honestly dont deserve to be unbanned i mean for this type for behaviour from perspective of the admin i would just skip that person immidietely, what im trying here is just get lucky and get unbanned hopefully. but in the end of the day its just only decision of the staff team or the specific person who banned me. I dont defend myself since there are proofs and even i think that my actions were taken too far. 

Additional Information: Probably nothing just have a nice day ig idk .¯\_(ツ)_/¯.