permban appeal part 3

[Spedu]

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SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): Steam ID: 76561199433257519

Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Apology

Which staff member banned you?: lentz

How long is your ban for?: perm

Why were you banned?: massrdm during event

Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: Hello Prometheus Community I want to talk about why I got banned from the server. I know I broke the rules a lot with mass RDM and other bad behavior. I got banned 18 times. I did not learn from those mistakes. I just kept doing the things over and over. I can see now that the staff team had no reason to think I would change. My behavior made me look like I did not care about the rules. I was disrespectful to the community. I also did not take responsibility for my actions. I realize now that my behavior affected a lot of people, not the staff. It bothered players who just wanted to have fun on the server. My constant rule-breaking and trolling ruined the game for people. Made them frustrated. At the time I did not think about how annoying I was being.. Now when I watch videos of my behavior I can see how immature I was. I caused a lot of trouble for no reason. I want to talk about the rumors that I was working with Warsteiner for his server. I know why people thought that. It is not true. I was not trying to hurt Prometheus or help another server. I know I caused a lot of suspicion. I am sorry for that. When someone causes problems all the time people stop trusting them. I understand why that happened to me. I am not making excuses for what I did. I got banned because of my actions. I wasted a lot of chances. The reason I am writing this is that I really miss the community. I miss my friends on the server. The good times I had when I was not being foolish. After everything I still care about the server and I regret losing my place in the community. I know saying sorry might not mean much since I got punished many times. I understand if the staff team does not trust me anymore. All I can do is be honest, about my mistakes. If I get another chance I will try to follow the rules and be a part of the community. I am not asking anyone to forget what I did. I just want a chance to show that I can behave differently. If the answer is still no I will accept that decision. Thank you for reading this message. alright is this good

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[Doofles]

3 ban appeals and still can't put the steamID correctly.