balbarian

Your Name: Balbarian SteamID32: STEAM_0:1:495539526 Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Apology Which staff member banned you?: Coffee How long is your ban for?: Permanent Why were you banned?: Massive PO's and Metapromo. Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: First and Foremost, I reach out to every individual member of the Prometheus community who has to Put up with my Behavior. I'd like to personally give thanks to Hound for allowing me to Re Appeal after my Many, many chances in the past before, as well as apologize to him for the Damages i've inflicted on the community as a Result. I apologize to Major Whoreson, What I've done to not only you but what you've built is outright disrespectful. I've always known, yet never acted as someone who did. I always chose to stay blinded by my clear ignorance, and it showed. I apologize to Verax, not only for the actions I committed but the disrespect and hateful comments I directed your way when you were only trying to Improve the community while I was tearing it up. I apologize to Donzoko, I lied to you, alot, the promotions, the faction changes, all of it. I used you, and I plead with you to forgive me. I apologize to Virus, I can't count how many times i've tried to pull something on you and it would never work, and end up backfiring, terribly, you were always detail oriented, and I respected that, even when I was punished by you, I knew I deserved it, you made that very clear, that's why I stayed away from messing with you, I learned that from our time in the LSS all those years ago. Lastly, Coffee, I thought I could get something to slide past you yet most of the time you caught up to my schemes, in the end it ended in your favor you were always there to help me, yet I never grabbed onto your hand, instead spitting on it and going back to how I used to be. These are among the few who still work alongside the server to improve it, yet not the Many who I've tainted with distasteful and foul contempt. There are alot of you, and I hope you can forgive me, for all that I have done. I must give something back to the Community and help it grow and flourish. Ever since my time on the server began, I always figured out a way to gain an Unfair advantage in Situations, Both ICly and OOCly. Whether it be Promotions, Others I didn't like being PKed, Myself being saved from PK situations, ETC. ETC. I know how to slither around under the radar, undetected. That is something I can only obtain from experience being a cockroach. With this I plead with you to let me Assist the server, and make it Impenetrable. I know the Cracks in the System, and how to exploit them because I used them, as well as how to Patch them and create an Unbreakable Seal. It's Over, All of it, the Games, the Lies, the Second Chances. All of It. That's all Over now. I Ask for One, Final, Opportunity to Prove Myself and Show my Worth.

Balbarian STEAM_0:1:495539526 Rehabilitation. Coffee (Hound allowed me Once More) How long is your ban for?: Life Sentence Far Long Ago, there was a Boy. This boy would go around the streets of Berlin, acting as he pleased, without a care in the world thinking "That'll never happen to me". Low and Behold this Gremlin of a being, in the end had to Pay the Ultimate Price for his Wrongdoings, Exile to the Harsh, Cold and Decrepit corners of Garry's Mod. This boy was known as Balbarian. Yes, I've been a Very Naughty Little Boy, from Lying to Staff's face to get what I wanted, to even lying to my own commanders to get what I wanted, I was a Tumor, a Cancerous being spreading terminally throughout the Confines of Prometheus. A little Metapromotion here, a Little RDM over there, hell even for the fun of it some Powergaming just to get the Edge off, I Was Rolling in it. From the Constant Abuse of Power I inflicted on Other Members of the Community, to even disrupting RP to have my way in the matter, the Whole Works. You can Tell I was this person because you've all Experienced it. I'm sure most of the Staff have given me at least 1 or 2 bans throughout their career. I was a Bad Influence, not only on the People around me but on Myself as an Individual, I kept doing this because it Fed me, I was hungry for more and at the End of it All, I was left Starving. I kept doing what I did because I thought it would never come back to Bite me. I've gotten Away with A Lot, and I Mean A Lot. I can think back to a time where I was in the Party Intelligence and Used to Forge the DM's of my commanders saying I got a Promotion, when in reality it was a Double CO promotion and Hoped the Admin wouldn't take Notice, they didn't and I Kept doing it, over and over again, even going as far as to Make Fake Transfer Papers, show it to the Staff, and lie to them saying I got Promoted Twice and I should be put into this Faction at an Elevated Position. I must have gone from a Grenadier to an Oberstleutnant Doing that, but man, what a Rush, just the thought of getting Away with it kept me going. This is a Reality Check. We all make our choices. And those choices, they put us on a road. Sometimes, those choices seem small, but they put you on the road. You think about getting off, but eventually you're back on it. I kept doing it Over and Over again, and Look where it Led me, the End of the Line. Yet another Ban Appeal over the Hundreds I must have placed in the Past, saying how oh "I'm so Sorry and I Won't do it Again, Please you have to Believe me!! this time it's Different" or whatever I used to say. Well that's over, I'm Stuck here now and I can't go back. It's as if all the Manipulation Tactics and Schemes I pulled all led me here. Appeal? You know, I have No idea what that Means, to me that's just a Made up word, A word so People like yourself could Be here and Have a Job. What do you want to Know? Am I Sorry for what I did? Not a Day Goes By I don't Feel Regret, Not because I'm here or because you think I Should. I look back on the Way I was then, a Young Stupid kid who Manipulated everyone he could. I want to talk to him, Try to talk some sense into him, show him the way things are. But I can't, That kid is Long Gone, And this is All that's left. I've got to live with That.