Hello again.
First off, while yes, I could've asked for a "time out", the conditions which I was put in, especially given how "aggressive" you were when it came to asking me questions, made me panicky. People handle panic in different kinds of ways; sometimes they're not in the proper state of mind to take the appropriate steps to gain bearing and allow themselves to "catch their head". I felt like if you had acted more impartial and allowed for both sides to properly explain their side of the story instead of barraging me with questions and concluding that, roughly but not quoting you "you're lying to a staff member and won't admit", I would've felt comfortable and more clear-minded to where I would be able to properly convey my side of the story in full detail and get it resolved. It would take a person three seconds logically to pull their MP40 out and adjust their mouse to aim at the civvy before firing, I don't pull the MP40 out and immediately start firing because A) that's stupid B) I waste bullets and C) a stray bullet would've also hit any nearby bystanders and I would've likely been in the sit room for roughly the same reason. Unfortunately I wasn't able to clip the incident particularly because at the time I didn't think it was going to matter. Usually when someone gets accidentally RDM'd and takes it to a sit the situation gets resolved in the sit room and nothing comes out of it, both sides come to an understanding, the guy who killed him apologizes and that's that. Unfortunately, because, again, you were particularly focused on me and not acting fully impartial, I was unable to explain the full story and the kommissaranwarter was still in the assumption that I was lying and that I killed him because of what he did to me 30 minutes prior.
I have since spoken to the kommissaranwarter in a 1 on 1 setting on Discord and we came to a resolution and he understands that though the circumstances were very fishy that I had no ill intent and it was simply just a really bad coincedence. Again, I don't think anyone acted out of malicious intent, rather a lack of communication and jumping to conclusions way too quick. I definitely could've avoided the situation by simply just arresting the civilian, however I also feel like the situation could've been resolved in the sit room with both sides coming to an understanding. I feel like a ban wasn't appropriate, and hope that should UA accept this ban appeal to either revoke the ban in its entirety or reduce my ban time and change the reasoning of the ban to just "RDM".
I think I've definitely learnt from the mistakes I have made and will be more careful in regards to trigger discipline and to clip situations like this in the future so I can avoid situations like these again.