Neutral.
I see you around often enough on the server, and it's clear you enjoy helping players, but I just don't get the feeling that staff is right for you at this time. Happy to be proved wrong though!
Leo worded this perfectly. You are the one of the best examples we strive to steer clear from in this community.
For your own benefit, I do hope you get better soon. This appeal and the lack of self awareness from you is truly sad to see.
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In your appeal, please also refer to you breaking Global Rule 11 which is the reason for your ban being permanent.