Ban Appeal/Apology

[Joverwatch]

Your Name: Joverwatch

SteamID (STEAM_0:X:XXX): STEAM_0:0:161094835

Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Apology

Which staff member banned you?: Gary

How long is your ban for?: 2 Weeks

Why were you banned?: Metagaming

Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: 

I’d firstly like to apologise greatly for my actions, and of course they should have consequences. On this day I had been having a very difficult time and I hopped on the server as a distraction from what was happening in my life.
 

When I was taken to the MOI I had been dming a friend as they were tasked with questioning me and we were laughing about how funny it was that he was assigned to me. It was then decided that I’d either be taken to trial or sign a confession. I recently had a character PK’d for a confession I signed when threatened with death (I was brand new to RP at the time and I had zero clue about the rules). The confession sat idle for about 3 weeks before I was PK’d. This made me worry as I had put so much effort into my previous characters role within the military before they were PK’d and I had been working my way back up the ranks to get back into a position where I could be aiding in the bettering of the military.

 I didn’t want this to happen again and I was just trying to keep my mind occupied on gmod and escape from reality momentarily, so I DM’d my friend to break me out of the MOI. I did not realise the extent of which they would go but yes, the bottom line is that I asked them to break me out. I broke the rules. I realise now how serious this is and I’d truly like to apologise to everyone involved and the fallout which followed. I was not in the right frame of mind last night to be playing gmod and I know now that I should have logged off hours before this occurred.
 

I am truly sorry for my actions and I am learning my own limitations and when to simply just close gmod and do something else.
 

Thank you. 

 

Additional Information: 

[Browniemeister]

[Joverwatch]

I feel so awful for what happened