Finnjävel prem ban appeal

[Spedu]

Your Name: Finnjävel

SteamID Steam ID: 76561199433257519

Appeal Type (Apology or Dispute): Apology

Which staff member banned you?: Lentz

How long is your ban for?: Perm

Why were you banned?: MASSrdm during a event

Why do you deserve to be unbanned?:

I think that after being banned from the server for around 3–4 months, I’ve had enough time to properly reflect on my actions. Looking back at the Mass RDM clip, I can clearly see that what I did was wrong and completely unacceptable, and I sincerely apologize for it. At the time, I was drunk but I understand that this is not a valid excuse. As I mentioned in my previous appeal, I should have taken responsibility for myself and simply logged off or gone to bed instead of continuing to play and causing problems. My behavior was careless and disrespectful to everyone on the server.

I also recognize that I wasted a lot of people’s time because of the Mass RDM incident Even though I didn’t realize there was an importent event happening at the time in my mind i tought it was a small one like a promotion event that still doesn’t justify my actions i was responsible for what I did and i fully accept that it was wrong and disrespectful to the people who were in the event.

Additionally, I know that having 18 bans between 2023 and 2025 reflects poorly on me. Looking back, I should have acted more maturely instead of making repeated bad decisions. I regret that I didn’t take things seriously sooner, and I understand why it has affected how I’m seen by the staff and community. I want to sincerely apologize to the entire community and to Whorsen for my actions, especially for the Mass RDM. If given another chance, I will make sure to i can show you that i can improve my actions and behave in a way that contributes positively to the server rather than disrupting it.

ill also take a shortend ban if offerd 

Additional Information: here is the clip of my massrdm https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/m2xTJdwTXgt_mXwUv?invite=cr-MSxEU0wsNTQ2OTkwNzg also i used grammerly to fix the grammer so its going to be flaged as AI but i didnt use chatgpt 

[Arthur]

You were in a metagame call with warsteiner after his "Matthias Kurz" Character got pked and decided to massrdm willingly.

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[Fergus]

I cannot imagine how you'd rack up 18 bans, averaging what, a ban every 6 weeks? I've been playing since launch and I've never been banned once.

And you were drunk while doing this? If you can't handle your alcohol I'd consider not drinking.

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Edited 6 hours ago by Fergus

[Spedu]

22 minutes ago, Fergus said:

I cannot imagine how you'd rack up 18 bans, averaging what, a ban every 6 weeks? I've been playing since launch and I've never been banned once.

And you were drunk while doing this? If you can't handle your alcohol I'd consider not drinking.

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yeah i know its bad also i decided to stop drinking heavily since it started to affect me in real life stuff so i want to show that i wont do anything bad on the server by not drinking while playing any game anymore 

[Spedu]

1 hour ago, Arthur said:

You were in a metagame call with warsteiner after his "Matthias Kurz" Character got pked and decided to massrdm willingly.

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1 any proof 2 wouldnt you be there too if i was there in the call i dont deny i havent been in a call with warsteiner but this is just a unsubstantiated claim

[Altoid]

this ones kind of on you man. -1

[Spedu]

understandable opinion 

[Riuzake]

You seem to have no accomplishments in  the roleplay, but breaking the rules, the alcohol part just corroborates to the idea that you have no control over yourself, I pray that you win the struggle against alcohol and become a better person.

[Spedu]

Just now, Riuzake said:

You seem to have no accomplishments in  the roleplay, but breaking the rules, the alcohol part just corroborates to the idea that you have no control over yourself, I pray that you win the struggle against alcohol and become a better person.

well thank you but i had some accomplishments when i did larp alot of high lvl guarding sometimes acctually not being a brain dead moron and then in the OKM being part of the finnish raiders and then my MOI larps but sure my bans outweigh my RPs so i understand your POV